SPM result

today mmg emo day.

the day when we took spm result...

morning i still think can hv a very good journey with frenz.

seng, siew mee, lan, carmen, nic, kj , wen hui, yuen...
how long we didnt gather like dis...

i organise a breakfast, 1st time i organise...
when start i saw them all also come, i feel very glad~

suddenly, carmen receive msg frm spm thr, 9A...
holy shiet, actually is 10A...

we all are going to panic n gan jiong for our result at that time...

when we reached school~
gather at dewan... ouch, i miss my school, now is become very nice ad....
pn. saras is still like last time, although alot of student hate her...
but i feel what she do when 2010, also want to improve this school.
yes, im her supporter, she is still gentle to us~~

at dewan, we saw our PN.SOO ^^
''mana 5 daisy 4?!"
"sini!!!(we raise up our hands)"
"5 daisy 4.... tak da cert yg kena tahan!!"

yes, dis is wad we 5 d 4 want ...
no one failure history...
a lot of 5d4 get A in history... included me~~

well, im very proud that im a piece from 5d4's pie~~
alot in our class get 7-10A...
5d4 of 2010, full with memories...
sad,
hapi,
angry,
vengeful,
sorrow,
touched,
fun,
and.... EAT !!!!!

i still rmb, our class full with tie kia...
ketua pengawas... full fill with ajk of prefect , pp, pusat sumber , more n more persatuan gek ajk~
i always tell my frenz dulu
...
our class alot of hidden tigers & dragons.
some of us, farking kuat to study,
farking kuat in leadership,
very imba in sport,
some also very expert to ply game...

now, is the time to get my spm result.
WTF, history A-
i damn hapi when i saw that.
add math n math get A+ (the effort for my dearest kwehraemon teacher...)

then...
ma der!!
chinese...  C


apa ini... keep get A from pmr to trial... U TELL ME ITU C KAH?


not hapi for this, i cant accept.

at last, what im very DULAN...

got a fucking sohai... he post on my fb~ "yr bc worst than me tim"


TIU, FARKING BRO IS THAT.

u spm hv 2A, not mean u are expert can pijak my head...
i also very gv u face i didnt remove it on my fb.
u should think u 2A only, full farking result.
WAD QUALIFY U CAN STEP ON MY HEAD AND PISS TO MY HAIR? _|_

seem yr chinese so good, why u dont think wad u do when u pmr?
mahai, oA...
KOSONG LA BODOH...
FARKING EASY GEK MATH...
ALTHOUGH A BABI ALSO CAN GET A, YOU GET C?!

im very dissapointed to this farking reality.
U TELL ME : WHICH CINA CANT GET A IN MATH, IS WORST THAN A PORKER. NOT CINA!!

hey, u mmg not cina, u are a FARKER!!!!

you think u are very gin yao a?
niama one...

at last, i realli no mood for whole days.

1 MORE GUY...
i dunno want to say it anot.
this guy tell me
"im very tired for the trip" when im ask a favor for him to breakfast.
"although i take lift for whole day, i dunwan go breakfast"
ok nvm...
then
he seem go to mid valley after taking result.
wtf...
i dont know you got go anot.
but, my feeling is
EH BANG,
KO KATA TU LETIH,
CANT MAKAN,
KO BOLEH PERGI WET KAT MID VALLEY?

apa ini...
i think our frendship,
is hving some ... wall?
i dunno what u feel, i dun hope so that is true.

somemore,
im lone,
im solo,
im only the one,
what u all should abandon me?
u all alr plan nicely to go wet after spm...
didnt u all
CALL ME?
when u all hving a trip,
ANYONE STILL REMEMBER ME?
all the fark u all say,
i cant join alr.
maybe that is my problem...

that all, farking dayz.

nothing to post

nothing to post. dis blog write for qw coz she say long time i didnt write.
but i wont write anything also.
cz nothing to write.
q w 欣赏这个没东西的post 吧。。。
mmg sien

I MISS YOU ALL?

baru look jor hann hann gek blog, i realise he didnt write his blog long time ago jor XD

but how to say, his blog is really nice than mine.

he write alot of things that is memorable , how bout me?

writing a kind of sorrow, what i do for a girl...

at last, i get nothing...

now, im mature. FOR TRUE. when i think back wad i crazy to do these stupid things, OMG AKU SOHAI SUDAH...

after see hann hann blog. ya 1st what i think, you all.

who is you all?

kawanku la? i think, i have not any friend tat i can trust for 100%. but u all alr gv me alot of memory.
tapi...

now we are seperate, maybe some one will go college yg mahal? maybe someone take over his family job? maybe someone will die in dis period?

but, say benar tu... I MISS YOU ALL...

ps: jw is snowman n wei lee is hippo.

The silent night

Today, graduation night of SMKSK...

The UNFORGETABLE NIGHT...

IM NOT SORROW... CZ I AM GAINING KNOW FROM YOU.

WHAT U ARE THINKING, WHAT YOU WANT, WHAT YOU NEED...

This is not the end...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
NEVER...

END? COULD NOT END...

im lazy to write blog cz nothing can say on you again.
very disappointed tat we havent start the relationship but

i cant act like yr friend also.
nop, is you didnt let me be yr friend?

i thinking too much again.

MsN~
u login...
i sent a msg...
u offline...
then i think u are busy...
so i didnt blame on you...
u login again...
i sent a msg...
u offline...

actually i know...
u are appearing offline...
but?
i can do anything beside thinking?

CANT...

SmS~
im alr know the reason why my msg cant delivered to yr phone...
dun act like nothing pls...
when i ask you...
dun tell me dunno anymore...
these month...
all yr answer for me...
"DUNNO"
"O"
"O"
"O"
"O"
"O"

i alr say that... i dun like ppl use "O" to me.
didnt you hear that?
im not jz telling u, all friends also know i dun like dis "噢".
the most specchless and useless word.

but i didnt angry to that,
bcz u are someone special to me.
(for how many week ago?)

i will left this love behind,
not bcz i looking for new target,
not bcz u ignore on me too much,

I M JZ WANT TO SHOW THIS IS ALSO THE WAY TO LET YOU HAPPY
AND PROOF THAT

LOVE IS NOT ONLY TOGETHER, COUPLES...
AT LEAST I LOVED YOU~

爱情不能当作承诺

在此先赞赞周杰伦的歌真的是能令人想通很多事情。
突然间很爱上他。。。。的歌。
不是唱的好不好听，而是歌词方面件事就是“神”嘛~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

刚刚听完了他的《我不配》，
突然感触了很多事。
平时都“拉拉闲”的，才去听他的歌。
今天看了他的歌词。
OMG，简直就是神！

这首歌也许能表达我的心情，
虽然不太一样。
歌词里是说他没有资格去爱上一个女孩，
因为他忽略了很多女孩喜欢的事。
也许他们相爱很痛苦，
女孩采取了行动。
女孩离开了，他才发现原来他做错了很多事情。
女孩并没有说再见，
她不要让她伤心。
只好默默的承受这一切。
也默默的爱着男孩。。。

而我，
我可能也是做错太多的事。
也许是误会，
还是真实？
她只曾当过我是普通朋友。不懂啦，反正我做任何事都于事无补了。
也可能
《我不配》吧？

我拿得起，放不下。
懦夫的行为。
为什么会这样？
我不配，当她的避风港。
我不配，当她的另一半。
我不配，当她所有一切。

她曾经说过，
我在她的心里能占有一个重要的地位。
也许她忘了？
还是我想太多了？
可能朋友，也能是个较重要的朋友。
就如此。

sorry , carmen chen~
今天你开导我时，
我的语气真的是有点不好。
我接受不到你说的事，
那是我太火爆了。
你说“爱情不能当作承诺”
是对的。
可能我是过不了自己的良心，
我曾承诺过她，会等到spm后才开始追求她。
可是她好象不需要我这个等待的人了。

这承诺，
我还会守着。
直到那一天？
当她有了真正属于自己的幸福，
就是我把签约撕毁的那一刻了。

时光机

墙角迎风的雏菊.
茉莉花开的香气.
闭上眼回到过去.
划分界限的座椅.
下课就靠在一起.
我就是离不开你.
一路争吵的话题.
我们说好走到底.
因为从此就分离.
用黑板上的日期.
倒数找你.
慢慢清醒.
原来思念你是加了糖的消息
我用铅笔.
画得更仔细素描那天天气
想你的香气.我想遇见你
那童年的希望是一台时光机.
我可以一路开心到底都不换季.
带竹蜻蜓.穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你一起旅行.
那童年的希望是一台时光机.
给我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉.
所有回忆.在夏天的口袋里.
一起荡秋千的梦境.
在风中找寻着甜蜜

有些话从来不急.
一直都放在心底.
想要叫你看仔细.
而单纯世故的你.
已经离去.
哦.慢慢清醒
原来思念你是加了糖的消息.
我用铅笔.
画得更仔细素描那天天气
想你的香气.我想遇见你
那童年的希望是一台时光机.
我可以一路开心到底都不换季.
带竹蜻蜓.穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你一起旅行.
那童年的希望是一台时光机.
给我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉.
所有回忆.在夏天的口袋里
一起荡秋千的梦境.
在风中找寻着甜蜜

那童年的希望是一台时光机.
我可以一路开心到底都不换季.
带竹蜻蜓.穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你一起旅行.
那童年的希望是一台时光机.
给我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉.
所有回忆.在夏天的口袋里
一起荡秋千的梦境.
在风中找寻着甜蜜
哦.在找寻着甜蜜~
哦.在找寻着甜蜜~
哦.在找寻着甜蜜~

周杰伦把这首歌唱得好好听啊~~
听了有点想通：
这首歌说着一个男孩失去了小时玩伴的消息，
他却没有伤心。
而用这首歌表达去他回忆起以前的事情。
我又何尝不能这样做呢？

说真的，
如果只仅用一次的时光机，
我会回到那个时候。
我对你说我喜欢你的时候。
不是去回忆，而是去阻止。
因为这是搞得我们两方都很不高兴。
虽然我们是朋友关系，
但我们的距离却是如此的遥远。
我有好多的话想和你分享，
却弄的你很尴尬。。。

BUT THIS
SHOULD NOT BE THE END.